Was just so
abrupt... I heard his voice and I walked foward. I didn't thought, I think I
could say I had no idea what I was doing at this point, I just walk foward. Not
because he asks, no, but because I wanted to. And I didn't want because it
would be cute, I walked to say: I want to be in the party of the One has all
glory. I want to be side be side with the most powerful and holy creature that
we can conceive. I want to be with Him, always, and I want Him to be with me.
That's why I walked foward that night.
And, suddenly, that
became just so beautiful. I didn't tought, I almost didn't know why or what I
was doing that. But, suddenly I didn't care anymore. Was so beautiful... I just
became in this thing, this white, brightness thing. As all my mistakes on earth
had never exist. As I had been something different, in another time, a time I
didn't even could remember, but now I could see a little part of the light that
I had in that time. And I forgot what I was, to became another thing. But in
that moment, oh, in that moment I just came back to the origins, I just
realized that there was a time that I was much, much more, much better, and not
alone, noone could do this alone, but with Him. And I felt like this great
point of light, brightness, security, hope, amid all this black hole of sin.
And it was like I was a great cup of wine, and the wine of love overflows of
me, and security and hope drips of my mouth like honey, because I returned to
this great, pale light, full of holyness and security.
I never felt like
that, and probably I'll never feel like that again, not in this life.
But I have faith,
one day, I shall go to this great pale light again. I'll come back what I have
been for so, so many ages, but that I had forgot. And will come a day, when all
in that earth will be not able to satisfy me, that I will fall and decay and meet
this light again, and in that day, I will not be able to look at this light.
But then, then the light will look at me, and say: Come with me, my son.
And we will become
just one thing.
A big point of pale, white light.
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